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3/31/2006 09:33:00 PM!
i've come to realise it's not what i've actually believed it to be. it's not about letting me down but it's more of the unawareness of what i really think and feel. how would people know what i'm thinking inside. it's such a weird weird thing. i don't know what the world thinks and neither does anyone know what i'm thinking. cos this is what i expect but this is not what i get. should i stay with the trust or should i just give it all up. i've been always giving but i have to have that understanding otherwise it would totally not work out at all. i think it's gonna be the last chance. the final chance that i'm giving myself, not others. it may not work the way i'm handling it now. i cant really understand it. i'm trying to understand but instead they don't know it. they just don't know it at all.
i've learnt that giving and not receiving doesn't always work. it doesn't.
you're the answer to my prayers (:
3/31/2006 09:31:00 PM!
it was sports day today and i felt so sick.
a bad start was leaving the house late and rushing to the stadium and i think i got serious stitch or something. and was holding my stomach while walking there.
just like divya says this is one of the boring sports day we could ever have. everything seems so normal. yepp and i've decided to be PHYSICALLY not active this year. with my knee problems and stuff i dont see any reason why i should run or anything and in the end suffer with stupid knee stuffs after and have problems with napfa again.
just hope that this year napfa can get gold without having a 2 in standing broad jump and 2 in sit and reach and the others 5. like so irritating. URGHS
okay i can say that my brother is abit URGHS. so wasted. he can like take part in long distance den can get more medals. so wasted just take part in 4/100, 4/400, 100m, 200m c'div. but that volleyball teacher who's in charge of purple hse is also so dumb dumb dumb she didnt allow him to take part in 50m. so he got three golds (100m,200m and 4/100m) but im pestering him to take long distance next year. like they said, show the sec2s wad he's made of lol.
boo anyway had some headache during the whole of sports day and quite boring. and somemore have to do well well for chemistry on tuesday so just trying to stuff my mind with all the atomic structure and bonding stuff which so irritates me. esp the ionic structure and diamond and graphite and all that drawing of circles and dots and crosses.
oh wells, im so gonna flunk my econs cos i wrote wrong. so like i lost 9marks upon 30 already. the whole qn was wrong. so BOO BOO BOO BOO. :( i found out that mdm goh didnt want to have our class teeshirt but ms yong wore it today. that's so SADDENING. does it mean that mdm goh doesnt LOVE us anymore?? does she? does she? her only 'precious' econs sec3 class? err...... (x
and i seriously hope hope hope that i will do better cos everything now it's abt CAs and etc and not much time to think abt other stuffs. well, even if i dont think abt anything i can still rmber everything that happened. every little thing and all the nice times. (:
"hide me now, under your wings. cover me within your mighty hand. when the oceans rise and thunders roar, i will soar with you above the storm. father you are king over the flood. i will be still and know you're god."
you're the answer to my prayers (:
3/31/2006 08:50:00 PM!
Divya didn't come to school today and had no one to argue with cos she's the only one whom I argue with. Cos she had some headache or stomach flu thing. Quite a crazy day today with so many funny stuffs and busy stuffs. Had some physics self test in the morning and like all the 4 qns are abt velocity time graphs. Sketch here and there and it was so-so.
Physics is not that bad after all i guess it's not that boring either but when it comes to the results den it's quite saddening i guess. PE was so so so fun! I partnered Yue Fang cos Divya wasnt here. And she was quite funny too. But the funniest was Eleanor and Joan, I think they make a GREAT couple.
We kicked each other and banged against each other during mass dance. At first Elizabeth and Melissa were like changing partners w me and Yue Fang and also quite funny. Joan, Eleanor and Vylvianne were at the at the back like talking so much nonsense and Ci Hui and Vylvianne cheated during the cuddle part HAHA. that was super smart of them.
Amaths test was not too bad hope I dont fail though. It wont be nice if a silly springy test just pulls down all my results for the whole term. Oh wells, Eleanor and I ate quite a lot during recess like big buffaloes. LOL (x oh mdm goh doesnt care whether we eat in class or not. Like we just eat right in front of her face she doesnt care at all. wow
okay can i just say that the legacy lesson was quite dumb when we learnt how to fold origami and like 3/4 of the class wasnt listening after we folded the box that fiona and gek teng taught us. stole the paper fr liubing and the shiny paper is so so so so nice!! ahha. I like the purple one and dearest Daphne Tan is like so funny and indecisive at first she liked the purple one den later she liked the blue one better. the lesson was abt some handling exams thing.
band was quite okay today. was quite shocked that alexa knows priscilla and it's like her good friend or something okay shant say but when she said that den i was like trance cos it made me kind of rmbr wad happened last time and anything concerning that person makes my mind go blank and me telling myself that it's over and i shouldnt be thinking anything abt it anymore for any longer. it's been abt 1 yr ever since nov'04 and i shd always keep reminding myself : "joanna you shd just forget all the nice things that happened and stop thinking."
well i mean it's hard to forget but who can help me forget such things. Those special things that happened that made me so so happy but next moment hit me so hard that I cant show it, but keep in within me and not really tell anyone. sometimes i'll just be wondering why am i still like that why cant i change and forget everything and asking myself the reason i cant forget.
and now it's bad cos cramps are like seriously killing me.
"you have made me glad, and i'll say of the lord, you are my shield, my strength, my portion, deliverer, my shelter, strong tower, MY VERY PRESENT HELP IN TIME OF NEED"
you're the answer to my prayers (:
3/24/2006 10:55:00 PM!
we're gonna get our contact list soon.
yay.
daphne tan is violent. (:
you're the answer to my prayers (:
3/22/2006 10:14:00 PM!
Cheerleading day and boy the class tshirt design is so so so nice. Went there arnd 7.25 and I msged divya arnd 7.15 asking her if she's reaching school soon. And she was like:"Nope, i'm gonna take a while more...". So i was okay. Den I found out later that when I msged her she kinda just woke up or something. And she came at 7.45 when she said 7.30. Boo.
Yupp and they were practising and Eleanor's tried to shake her butt. Vylvianne was so funny but Joan was funnier. Yeps the cheerleaders did really well thou. First class and nice cheerleading. Tried to video but I think got quite a lot of someone's head. Oh dearest Eleanor kept saying that Tessa's very pretty. LOL. And i seriously really really really agree with her. =)
Went to Bugis after and it was like 9.45am only. So early and I expected it end at 12 or something. So we had to whole world and Eleanor and Divya wanted to watch DORM! AND I WAS LIKE NO NO NO NO! cos i dont wanna watch a horror movie and i wanna watch something like yours, mine or ours but they dont want. :(((((((((
But anyway there wasnt a time slot for DORM. So we went to walk along bugis street and it was quite boring. Eleanor went into some deserted place and divya took a picture of her in the middle of nowhere. AHAHA. That place was so scary... Den we went to walk arnd parco and took neoprints i was so reluctant at first but later it was quite funny cos got monkey bars (for i duno wat) den eleanor tried to be a monkey and the first photo was a really shocked photo. Cos we were new to that machine. So silly... (:
So funny and we took quite long to design the prints and it came out quite okay with a colours abit changed but fine and while Eleanor was cutting the prints, den Divya and I sang birthday song for her twice. Anyway there was hardly anyone there cos it was abt 10plus only.
Went to ICON and most of the shops were closed but if only all the shops were open den it would have been great. The building was quite unique actually. 6levels including empty grnd floor. Ate Mos Burger for lunch. Oh hafto go to Tampines later to meet Rachel and Isabella to buy gifts for Zara and Sandra. S.N.O.W tonight.
you're the answer to my prayers (:
3/17/2006 02:41:00 PM!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOON YANG!
Went to National Skin Centre today. My appointment was like at 10.25 den my mum's was just the same clinic but different room. Mine was G5 and hers wad G3. And got seen by Moyle Mignon, I thot the Mignon sounded abit like fish, like fillet o mignon. She's american I think. Yeps. Den by the time I went in it was 11.05 considering that we reached there at 9.57 exactly.
Yep, they dont provide MCs, only time slips which is just like a receipt, and it just has a time in and time out part. Time slips to make it sound nicer. LOL.
Went for band in the afternoon and phew Ms Sia haven came yet, so we had sectionals and Carmen Fantasy is not so bad after all. Actually I thot it was like a march or something. SEE! DO NOT JUDGE A SCORE BY IT'S TITLE. haha. as wad my mum tried to use profound english to try to explain things to me yesterday. Oh yes and it was so funny when after band, I found this slip of paper in the band room and it was like:
"One of Mr Bing Bong's wives had gone in a pesticide shop in the day" or something liddat.
And dearest Evelyn was trying to memorise the whole sentence and we were laughing non-stop in the room while trying to push the chairs and I almost killed Evelyn when I pushed the chair when I didnt need to and I was like:" Evelyn, are you dead?" HAAHAA. so silly i know and I said sorry so I'm not THAT mean. boo. and i got my 2 letters yay
Went to Tampines to get my aunt a hp and my bro his mp3 and I'm not as bad as him to go spend money on an mp3 when I can spend it on something else. :P
NOTE: poh yi is born cute and evelyn always claims she acts cute. actually i think everyone is born cute. when you are born, den u are a baby wad, and all babies should be cute. well, should be... (:
you're the answer to my prayers (:
3/15/2006 10:10:00 PM!
Alvin Chia told us Yan Da's secret. Well, maybe not secret. Ahaha. He's so funny and can go on talking non-stop and nonsensing like so much. Like Isabella said, one glance and u wouldnt even think that he's 21 this year. Haha. So if you wanna chase yan da away just thrust some food at his mouth and he'll run away. Talking all about secrets. LOL. (x
We went shopping at Prime today. Grocery shopping as Carol calls it and we bought some fruits like BANANAS and STRAWBERRIES and cheese and m&m and skittles and gummy bears for our sandwich. HAHA. Yan Da was like saying they shouldnt have brought me along cos I was being such an irritating brat and dumping nonsense stuffs into the basket. And we clearly saw how he didn't like shopping at all. Especially grocery shopping. And we went to the hardware shop to get a KNIFE cos they didnt sell a proper METAL KNIFE in Prime. I wanted to choose a chop chicken or duck kind of chopper that's why Yan Da wished he hadnt brought me along. HUHH! :P
OH yay! I'm going out with Rachel and Isabella on tuesday to get presents for Zara and Sandra. And on Friday, it's like morning got cheerleading, have to go support. Then afternoon go and celebrate Eleanor's bdae, and then night go for S.N.O.W. so busy like a BUMBLE BEE. oh gosh, talking abt bees, Rachel likes KAYAKING! AH! She loves it so much and I hate it so much. Hee. She just came back from OBS and I found out that her instructor is Chu Ai haha. Zara played her violin during salvation service today. So nice (x
Alritey we still have to do our English project and I dont know when we're gonna do it with such a busy holiday. Sigh Sigh Sigh. Of all things the most dreaded NEWSPAPER ARTICAL. Boo. Nice trip 4 me tmr says Gid.
you're the answer to my prayers (:
3/12/2006 10:31:00 PM!
Back after a whole whole week and so so much happened. Got back most of my results except ss/geog and physics.
English-69.4%(B3)
HMT- 65.8%(B3)
EMaths- 60.4%(B4)
AMaths- 65.5%(B3)
Econs- 72.7%(A2)
Chemistry- 73.%(A2)
Wednesday
Had this quite terrible day when during band I couldnt breathe again. Clarissa was so funny and she got me the wrong medicine and got me panadol instead. And I am really so sorry I scared everyone and I won't let such things happen again and will always try to have my medicine with me. Deborah and Isabella fanned me and Deborah became my fan! haha.
Lol. Mdm Khoo and Ms Terry brought me downstairs and deborah ran arnd getting the key to the band room and she was so tired when she finally found the key which was not w jiayi somemore. She brought my bag downstairs and Mdm Khoo called my daddy and my mum came to fetch me. Haha. Deborah was so restless, she wanted to try the PA system and we saw the screen of the cameras all arnd the school. They had like alot of cam near band room, one outside band room and along the 3rd level corridor there.
Friday
It was the last day of school and it really didnt feel like it was. Sadly, had to lug home my stuffs and it wasnt really a good day because we had some scoldings during band but oh wells, we've learnt our lesson. Today felt abit weird cos dearest alina and jamie werent in school, they went to vietnam with 5 others (total got 7ppl) and of course, mdm maggie goh and the tj ip people. No alina so so so so sad and so saddening to find that i got no free show early in the morning when both of them start fighting and stepping on each others' shoes and i'll just stand there laughing.
Okay, so it's set that we're going out on friday to celebrate eleanor's bdae after cheerleading and in the nite i'm going to church for S.N.O.W!!!! YAY!!!
Saturday
Went for band early in the morning and lots of ppl went for theory exam including isabella, audrey and charmaine. Combine was alrite. Ms sia signed my leave for 1 n a half days.
monday- i need to go visit my grandad in msia
wed- need to go natiinal skin centre for appointment at 10.25am. and will come back 4 band in d afternn.
Thot she was gonna scold me but she didnt...
i really hav no choice... and got so much hmwrk somemore... sigh.
Haha and evelyn's dearest yvette and xq gave me a belated bdae present lol. (:
gid's going to msia, johor too! but he's not sure when too. dearest pooh is desperate again, that silly little freak he's such a funny donkey and he likes sexy girls with sexy names and i asked him to go geylang cos got sexy girls w sexy NAMES. omg. like who goes arnd and bothers whether ur name is sexy ornot. And he says that zara is a sexy name lol. and he can go on guessing forever. such a smart ass, reads my mind like so well. bang him.
you're the answer to my prayers (:
3/11/2006 09:58:00 PM!