<3
i've come to realise it's not what i've actually believed it to be. it's not about letting me down but it's more of the unawareness of what i really think and feel. how would people know what i'm thinking inside. it's such a weird weird thing. i don't know what the world thinks and neither does anyone know what i'm thinking. cos this is what i expect but this is not what i get. should i stay with the trust or should i just give it all up. i've been always giving but i have to have that understanding otherwise it would totally not work out at all. i think it's gonna be the last chance. the final chance that i'm giving myself, not others. it may not work the way i'm handling it now. i cant really understand it. i'm trying to understand but instead they don't know it. they just don't know it at all.
i've learnt that giving and not receiving doesn't always work. it doesn't.
you're the answer to my prayers (:
3/31/2006 09:31:00 PM!