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It wasn't a really good day today.
All that about feeling absolutely so guilty and the thought of not knowing what to do and what to say.
Felt so frustrated during service yesterday and was so angry with myself. Making it seem like I'm a disabled or something having to take some stupid thing everyday and having no choice. It's the only solution and I have to try to cure it either now or live with it all my life.
As my mum said, it's better to find out the cause den live with it the whole of my life and can't really stand the times when she said it's due to the cleaniness of my room and stuff and I wouldn't have had it if I had become more organised or some nonsense.
Like as if it's my fault
you're the answer to my prayers (:
4/10/2006 06:21:00 PM!